Yoghurtpatchy.....a cup of desire

 

the title of this entry is nothing much, just wanna connect my life to NO MORE PAIИ kikikikik

 Im still in the middle of A-Levels examinations T________T (it seems that everytime I put something down in this blog....exams are mentioned )

This round I have 8 modules, nt including iellts

only 2 to go yayyyyyyy actually, 3 as I will have to do ielts on 18 and 19 too *moaning*

grrrrr.....because of ielts, it is impossible for me to go to the states to watch jin's debut solo concert (In fact it is possible If the plane leaves Thailand before midnight of 19 but everything would be in a rush in LA and likely I wouldn't make it in time even for the show on sunday evening --") and bad enough, school continues to open as normal on monday T______T *crying*

for the 3 exams left, I'll try my best and accept the outcomes in August!!!!!

I seriously think that the "taking-exams" part of me has grown up a lot...this time no crying at all (...although I went so stressful for the first one, M1) and everytime I got out of exam hall I could tell my mind to stop thinking and accept the fact "I cannot change anything by now" woohooo....

 ps..."I do these beneficial things for myself only and I'm gonna choose my own path."

edit @ 10 Jun 2010 20:27:34 by yttrium

i just knew sth that shocked me so much and its partly cos of me (although with my help, the outcome wuldnt be obviously tht different frm rite now)

its just totally unbelievable and unacceptable t_t

ar hope tht on 1002 there'd b sth tht makes me scream out loud like i won a gold medal hehe that'd start with 30xxx well otherwise my 15xx nt be worth it

oyoyo!
>miss yo-chan n x as hell and really wonder what they re doin
>im wholeheartedly sry :( ne~ mr.'l' ill find someway to get    it is d end of next month too late?
>wth with d single covers?! theyre so 'love-yrself-ish'

i really hate this day of every year, especially in 1992.
and this makes my heart largely full of hatred, despair and jealousy

i just desperately wish to end this situation but i cant

as i always say, i willingly do things because of me and AGKMNTTUX

i always wonder what is the point of being alive -to do what you want to persue and achieve or to do what ever others tell to.